I Wish......

Sometimes i wish i am able to help my family. Things aren't easy for us, in fact, it has not been easy for all of us.
I wish i could help mum with her problems. It's been really hard for her, especially these last few years. She had to stand by herself, facing all those problems. Well, i was there trying to help her. So did my brothers & sisters, my grandma, my aunts, my uncle. Still, they cannot be there all the time. And now i'm having my own family, i can't be there for her all the time also. Now she's facing another problem, and i really wish i could just take her and my sister out of there. Wish i could jess help her more.

And my dad....wish i could open his eyes, and heart. Wish i could help him also. But it's really hard to understand him, when i thought i knew him all these times.

But now we, me and my love-of-my-life are facing some problems also. And still, i can do nothing but being there for him. Wish i could do more to help him. Because it concerns our little family's life also. I am so sad seeing him last night. We've been married for...not even a year, but i can see that he's been under pressure. Not only thinking of our situation, but also his co-workers and their family. One big responsibility of being the no.1 man in his work. Hope i can be his strength, his spirit... coz i love him so much...

(Janet, 10:22am April 12th 2006)

So Crazy!!!

Jess start my new class in business law ystrdy... i think i screwed up big time! Well, i was okay at first, until the professor came in for a sit-in....then things started to turn upside down. I was so nervous...
Luckily, i got the 'nicest' class of all 4. Hope next week i'll be better, coz why should i be so nervous?? I teach other kids also, not as bad as these "scary children". But i'll do my best to manage myself and my material. So i'll be more prepared to face the next class --we take turns every week to different classes.

Gotta start read books for my prep, and i have to make my part of presentation materials. Also, i think i'm gonna get that new book, it's a really good one.
Most of all, preparing myself to face those kiddies.....brrrr!!!